Communication Type Podcast
Communication Type Podcast
© King Marino
Season 1 Episode 2
It has never occurred to me that podcasting, of all things is not easy as I thought it would be. In my mind, I thought it would be just like music, just kinda feel my way thru but let me tell you,it is not.
There is a little bit more to think about because it’s just me. Nothing to hide behind and nothing to blend in with. So far, the biggest concept to grasp is owning the silence and making it a function of my intents, thoughts and voice. FYI, there’s nothing more humbling than having the mic all to yourself with the world as your audience and not having a zero, zilch, gotdamn thing to say. For matters, such as these do your research and prepare.
For many years, I always wanted to do it and without much progress or success. Yet, this time I feel my results will be different because I have a better understanding of the way things work in correlation to the universe. I read the books and listened to all the audio book and now I feel like things are clicking and beginning to make more sense. Ultimately, life as I understand it, works in a way that allow each of us to almost exactly determine what our reality looks like. The real power is being able to know and harness the unlimited potential expressed in the afore mentioned perspective.
Honestly, I have no idea as to what I am but I have never not known who I am. I guess, I am just a another dreamer dreaming the dream. Actually, I haven’t been having any dreams that I can remember and that annoys the shit out of me. Full disclosure, I am the “potential” friend that gets thrilled to sway away from mundane tasks like work and share dreams to be examined. Interesting fact about me, I am also the “potential” friend that’s always late for work yet the most efficient. Let’s argue! No serious, let us not I prefer peace more often than not whilst aging gracefully like a tall standing sunflower as it approaches the last days of its most beautiful season.
Shout out to anybody that’s out there identifying with peace and tranquility. You are fucking amazing and that is most certainly the move. My mother taught the importance of peace and for that eternal lesson I am forever grateful. Thanks Cat!
So, what is that I actually want to say? Well, today I can honestly report that I want to say all of these things. Obviously I do because I actually took the time to sit and type the words. By the way, I am also one of those “potential” friends that believes nothing becomes real until it has been written down and transported into the realms of reality. Most importantly, I just want to say to anybody that will ever listen, I feel you. I trust that, our similar energies have led us to this moment when my words meet your ear via my voice, and my voice alone. I spent many hours recently contemplating how I could run this podcast and still connect with you, the listener in the most genuine way possible. What I’ve discovered is that the most “efficient” way is to be genuine.
Don’t you just love that, when a person answer a question with a question. I know right, smart ass. I guess what I’ll do before I conclude today is share the most impactful moment of my day, thus far. Time check 5:53pm. So today, I am off from work and I woke up around 10:00 am. I forgot to take that big ass trash can to the end of the street for the collector and now I gotta manage trash for at least four more days. I woke up, and drove a quick drive to Dollar General for extra trash bags, just in case. We all know how that goes, nobody ever wants to be the neighbor with a million trash bags at the curb. Everybody driving by wondering if you bout to get put out or if yo ass just make a lot of trash everyday. I digress, yes, but I always come back. So yeah, I got the trash bags, nothing really stuck out at the store and I go ahead and push on back up to the house. On schedule, by the time I return, my children are exactly one tenth of an inch away from either catching mommy hands or going to bed, at 10:00am.
Talking bout some black lives mattering, don’t you hate when yo kids start behaving so bad and so consistently that you just be out in public gazing and camel toes tryna figure out a fucking punishment that actually works. And by works, I mean the kids pretend they are older than you and gets their shit together so you can completely go back ignoring they lil ass until you hear some shit fall. Or break. Or nothing. For the record, nothing is the worst sound a parent can hear. Great big ole facts! With a Z, nah, I come, grammatically correct. I definitely spelled facts on my script with an “S”.
I promise Im about to rap it up you gotta work with me, I’m essentially still processing raw emotions. When you know you know. Word play. Yeah, that way. Anyways, the lesson, I walked in my house and just had to go full on black dads matter on my kids. Many of you may be like me and have that one kid that doesn’t prefer to speak with words and would rather use his or her actions. Yeah, I’m tired of that shit and what I ask for from my kids is for the most part, simple. Actually, I think I may have just made another self revelation. I am an idealist. I do believe that children are capable of co-existing with their primary care takers in way that most parent would find ideal. I think as parents we’ve just got to really connect. Right there I’m going to pause and then say it again. (Pause) As parents we’ve all got to find a way to connect with the beings that we have created. Unless, you don’t think it’s yours but thats a different show and most equivocally none of my business. But um, yeah, I connected with my son today. I’m confident that I did because I said so gotdam it. That’s the answer to all the questions when kids say why, cuz I said so gotdam it! All those mini constructed questions.
Why we gotta go to bed?
Cuz I said so gotdamn it!
Why we gotta eat this?
Cuz I said so gotdamn it!
Why I gotta get a job and pay bills?
Cuz I said so gotdamn it!
How Im supposed to think for myself?
Cuz I said so gotdamn it!
Whew! Well folks, it’s truly the song that never ends. Thank you, to all my peeps, I’ve enjoyed our chat and I hope that In some way I was able to help you be a better version of you. And at the same time I hope and pray, in that I don’t get on my knees and actually pray kind of way that you truly do find a way to connect with your little sucker stealing, sucker punch delivering little loved ones.
I would love to stay and chat but that’s my time folks, It’s been real, I gotta go, King Marino is signing, out!
Cut!
Random White Man:
(Searching the internet and discovering my truths)
Wow that was fucking amazing, do tell me, who exactly is this New Negro.
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