Rolling In the Deep

Today was one of those days that just catches you by surprise and have to stop and ask yourself, Am I even awake because this all feels like a dream. I was tempted to revert back to my old yet familiar ways of never finishing anything, but I decided that maybe just maybe by my sharing my world with essentially the world that maybe I can help someone be a better person. Yesterday I was wondering how to find happiness. Today my only concern is staying alive. It is very easy to die. Sounds funny I know but several of you die everyday without even knowing it! When I reminisce on my life, I would like to see where I began, where I failed, where I overcame an obstacle, and where I succeeded at. I have steadily making subtle attempts at removing pieces from my puzzle that do not belong. This brings me to my point.
Those close to me will not what I mean when I mention a technology free day. Well I lost my phone and as far as I'm concerned that phone is enough distraction for a lifetime. That's probably why its a "smartphone." Just a few hours after losing my life, I realized... there is so much other shit to do and things to think about besides and app. I have been a slave to my phone for too long. Many of you are slaves as well. Losing that phone turned my brain back on. I sometimes sit and wonder what did I used to do before the "cell phone era." And today I figured it out. I lived my life. As of right now, I am not longer accessible. If I serve a purpose in your life or anyone's life you will know how to find me. The world needs more real interaction and less theories on what a real interaction is. I do not have a question for the day, I just you took read this and realize that we are all slaves to something and unless you can identify what it is, you will never be free.